When I was a teacher I prepared and gave some motivational speeches; a lot of them actually. When I was writing them and practicing the delivery I was immersed; well more like consumed. I wrote many that took over 30 minutes to deliver and I had them memorized. I was very,
very intense about it all. I would be so terribly nervous before some of the deliveries that I was gagging. The only way I could get through doing the speech was to promise myself I would never do it again. In a certain way I didn't like doing it. I know that sounds awful because I loved the kids I was speaking to and I told them so with heart felt sincerity, and as I said, a lot of intensity. In the days leading up to those speeches I would say to Katy over and over, "I'm really looking forward to this but I'm looking forward to it being over even more. It sounds like such a contradiction, I loved doing it but I didn't always enjoy it. I enjoyed it the most when after I had done it.
My real estate schedule now is such that I work 10 to 20 days in a row and then try to take a few days off when I can. For now, it's actually working pretty well for me. I like that the best days for me to take time off are in the middle of the week. Having the cell phone and bringing my laptop to the Carp Lodge enables me to "take time off". It means I just work less than I would if I was home. I'm not complaining; actually I'm having a great time.
The Carp Lodge is about three hours from home; the Carp Lodge is home when I'm there and I feel like I could stay there all summer when I get there, but alas, reality does call so spending a few days there is wonderful.
I got three days of fishing in last week. I arrived at the Carp Lodge late Wednesday morning, returned some calls, emailed, and set up a contract response. Okay, it was lunch time when I started fishing, but I was fishing, and for that I am darn grateful. I put five fish in the net on what was simply a perfect day for Carp fishing. The sky was blue, the water mostly clear, there was just a slight wind, and it was in the 90's. Yes! Wading is wading but there is something more "involved" about wet wading the river versus wearing chest waders. It's the best. The cool water feels good on a hot day. It is just more personal; when I am wet wading I am truly
in the river.
In 2010 I started taking video of my Carp fishing. Most of it was bad until the end of the season when I figured out how to do it. In 2011 I got hours of at least acceptable footage with some of it being pretty good. Going through it all, labeling it, and categorizing it got tiresome after awhile and oppressive by the end of the season. I liked that I had done it but wasn't enjoying doing it. When I was a teacher, writing, practicing, and delivering speeches was
way more important to me than taking video is now but the experience of enjoying it more when it is done is much the same.
I usually didn't have the video camera with me in 2012 and when I did I often left it off. At the end of the season I did create the video,
"The Best Thing About Fly Fishing for Carp". For 2013 I have decided that I am going to take video again but only video of "the take". After all, the take is
"The Premier Moment". Getting that video means I have to take the camera with me and I will have to have it turned on.
On Wednesday I took the camera with me but I never turned it on. It is a contradiction to be sure; I want to have the video and I enjoy the heck out of it, I want to take the video but I don't actually enjoy doing it at the moment. I guess I'm easing back into it by just getting used to having the video camera with me again.
Each of the five fish I caught on Wednesday afternoon turned to the Chocolate Cherry; I stuck 'em, and every one of them took off. Even the smallest one, an eleven pounder, showed me my backing. Dang I love that!
This fish had one of the widest tails I have seen on a Carp. I should have taken a picture of it spread out. He was strong!
I'm really liking the net I got last year.
Wednesday I didn't take any video. I told myself that I would get back to it on Thursday with the goal of just recording "the take". As it turned out I was in for a surprise.